She really wants to face it with a smile, but she always wants to cry and tears are rolling around her eyes. She is always unbearable to slap her mouth and shoulders.
After a long time, the dean came out of the ward, gently pushed the door and gently opened the door at the door of the ward. She told Jiang Xuanxuan in a small and small way, "Don’t let him be stimulated, don’t let him get too excited, he is prone to accidents when his tumor is excited in his brain, you know?"
Jiang Xuanxuan nodded and promised to come again.
"Then you accompany him well and I’ll go back first." Softly and gently, the dean turned away.
Liu Jiang Xuanxuan is alone at the door of the ward.
She wiped her face with tears, took deep breaths, shook her hands several times and patted her face to calm herself down. "Shout-Mary, you should calm down."
It took a long time for Jiang Xuanxuan to summon up courage.
She holds the doorknob, and the door slowly steps in the ward.
A little closer, Jiang Xuanxuan saw Hua Hongan lying in bed.
He doesn’t seem to be in a good mental state, his face is as white as paper, and he has heavy bags under his eyes.
Lying in a white hospital bed, his eyes rested on the sight until he also saw Jiang Xuanxuan. Hua Hongan’s eyes were expressionless and he took a hint of surprise.
Apparently, the dean hasn’t told him that Jiang Xuanxuan is coming.
"Xuan Xuan …" Looking up slightly, Hua Hongan’s dark eyes, Jiang Xuanxuan aligned him and raised his usual smile. Nothing looked like calling her. "Why are you here? Did the dean bring you? Did you eat dinner? Come and sit here … "
Say hello to Hua Hongan, who is still propped up on his arm and going to pull the bedside stool for her.
Now he is weak after chemotherapy, and he is as weak as a willow in the wind. His arm is trembling so much that he can’t move the stool.
Jiang Xuanxuan kept herself calm before entering the room. Don’t make Brother Hua feel embarrassed. Be sure to keep Brother Hua’s dignity.
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But when she really saw Brother Hua’s trembling arm, she burst into tears, making her stay in the same place and unable to take a step out.
Finally, Hua Hongan moved the stool to the bedside and put it away. He turned around and lay in bed facing the team. Her sparkling eyes and eyes twisted up a pair of eyebrows. "Xuan Xuan …"
Jiang Xuanxuan slowly sat by his bed before walking slowly. As before, she stayed by his bed when he was in hospital.
But this time, the atmosphere between them was not harmonious at all, filled with deep sadness and replaced by embarrassment at being close at hand …
Jiang Xuanxuan sobbed, sobbed and cried. A curtain of rain fell on the ward and Jiang Xuanxuan’s heart fell on Hua Hongan’s palm.
He held out his hand and took a tear from her eyes. Tears in the palm of his hand warmed Hua Hong’s peace of mind and warmed Hua Hong’s nerves. "Stop crying and talk to me, okay?"
"Blare ~ I can’t help it … I can’t help it …" Jiang Xuanxuan wiped her tears and dropped her body to smoke harder, and her mouth hung straight. "I’m sorry … I can’t help it …"
"What are you sorry for, idiot?" I barely smiled in a trance. Hua Honganqiang pretended to be relaxed. "I knew you would cry and make me restless here, so the dean wouldn’t let you know that I need rest as a patient."
Hearing this sentence, Jiang Xuanxuan slowly put away her emotions, wiped her face with tears, took a deep breath and cried, making her look like a clown but also cute.
Hua Hongan reached for the bedside table to get the paper towel, and realized that he was moving. Jiang Xuanxuan quickly got the paper towel first and then wiped himself. "I’ll do it myself. I won’t cry."
"Come on, you shouldn’t cry. What’s so bitter about it?" Hua Hongan scolded her for not looking good. Her face still smiled in disguise. Her black eyes were all gentle. "Did you eat dinner? Are you hungry? "
He is gossiping with Jiang Xuanxuan, but where will Jiang Xuanxuan have a meal mood?
"I’m not hungry but China elder brother did you eat? Do you want me to give you some takeout? " Wiping wet sticky tears, Jiang Xuanxuan was easily taken over by him.
"I’ve had three meals in the hospital and I’m sure I won’t be hungry," Hua Hongan replied with a smile and then continued to talk to her about some common things. "How are you doing in the company now? Your boss should be good to you, right? Last year, I saw in the business newspaper that you and your boss’s information media all said that your boss especially spoiled you, right? "
Continue to wipe away tears Jiang Xuanxuan nodded. "The boss is very kind to me, and it is getting better and better. My work is ok, and my colleagues are also very good with me. But Brother Hua, how are you now? Don’t deceive me. I should know more about you than anyone else. "
"I’m fine, too. I have food, shelter and holidays. During that time, I went out for a trip back to the army and looked at my good brother." Hua Hongan replied in a relaxed tone.
But in Jiang Xuanxuan’s voice, there is a strong taste of punching and puffing.
"Brother Hua, you are sick …" Jiang Xuanxuan frowned and worried.
"There’s nothing wrong with having a tumor in my brain and having a little reaction recently. I didn’t want to do anything anyway. I’ve already finished everything. Now I can just wake up for a day and live a good day. Maybe there’s still a long way to go?" This rhetorical question ended in a few frank words.
This shows that Hua Hongan must have known about this disease for a long time.
He adjusted his mentality himself, and he clearly did everything he should do, that is, he slowly died.
Hua Hongan is open-minded and optimistic by nature, which Jiang Xuanxuan is very similar to.
"But didn’t the dean say it was still operable?" Jiang Xuanxuan seems to have heard something similar to her last words. She feels uncomfortable and wants to cry. "If surgery can solve it, we will have surgery …"
Jiang Xuanxuan doesn’t know that a craniotomy is more dangerous than risky, and recovery after recovery is also a big problem.
A vegetative person may be hemiplegic or become stupid.
Hua Hongan’s brain tumor shows signs of deterioration, and doctors can guarantee what kind of recovery it will be after surgery. How can Hua Hongan gamble on his own life for such a time?
"I don’t want surgery, and I don’t have the money for surgery and chemotherapy. I don’t do it again. My hair has fallen out and I have no image." Hua Hongan picked his round wool hat and showed a bright head in front of Jiang Xuanxuan
"I can give you Fu Huage if the operation is rich. Don’t worry that the operation is nothing. It is the most important thing to live." Jiang Xuanxuan put a hand on Hua Hong and placed it in the palm of her hand. She held it tightly and wanted to give him all her strength.
"I’ve lived a very happy life, and it’s no problem to leave without leaving any regrets in my life." The so-called smile Hua Hongan holds Jiang Xuanxuan’s palm backhand. "It’s you. You can’t always let yourself suffer. After you marry your boss, we meet less and less. I can’t help you. What can you do for yourself?"
Jiang Xuanxuan shook her head, shook her eyes and filled her eyes with tears. "Brother Hua, please don’t give up. Don’t give up. There is a possibility that we can all catch it, okay?"
Anyway, Jiang Xuanxuan gave up Hua Hongan.
They have grown up together since childhood, and their feelings are so deep now. Losing Hua Hong An Jiang Xuan is like losing a family member. Losing her can steal from her family.
She doesn’t want to … not at all …
"I’ll stay with you this time, I’ll stay with you here …" Persuaded and coaxed Jiang Xuanxuan to glance left and right and then look back anxiously. "Why doesn’t even have a care worker? Are you alone all this time? "
"Well," Hua Hongan replied with a wink, and then added, "I can have a nurse alone, but I feel that I am really terminally ill, and my spirit is even more sluggish. I can still stay in the infant class, but the dean will not let my class insist that I come to the hospital after knowing it. As a result, my health has become worse after chemotherapy."
He talked about his recent events in a flat tone, without any fear.
Jiang Xuanxuan felt distressed but felt that she should respect him. After all, he was the one who was sick, so that he could make his own decision.
"I came to see you every night that day." Jiang Xuanxuan held his hand. "But Brother Hua, you must promise me never to give up treatment."
Hua Hongan winked and responded with a curved mouth. "Don’t spend too much time with me. You still have a family and children. I will be satisfied if I come to see me occasionally. I will be bored every day."
"Ah … why do you say such a thing?" In a word, Jiang Xuanxuan was heartbroken, and she was depressed. "I haven’t been with Brother Hua for so long, and you will get tired of telling me."
She still came at the risk of the big boss not knowing! As a result, he actually said’ tired’!
"Then don’t cry for me even if you want to come. I don’t like to see you cry for the last time. Do you know?"
The warning words made Jiang Xuanxuan hear a burst of warmth. She always gave a chuckle. "Well, I won’t cry when I come here next time … but don’t give up, Brother Hua!"
"Well" blink Hua Hongan to confirm.
"What can I do now?" With permission, Jiang Xuanxuan rolled up her sleeves and got to work again. "Shall I pour you some water?"
"Yes … let me enjoy this treatment for a long time." Hua Hongan smiled with satisfaction. This time he finally didn’t pretend again.